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Name: Kevin
Location: Indianapolis, Indiana, United States
Birthday: 2/2/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: Figureing each person I meet and knowing what they think to prevent teh bad stuff from happening :P. is that even a interest? :P
Expertise: A listener..I guess thats what I'm a expert at. I tend to be blunt as well when others would be tactiful with thier words. Just get to know me and you'll figure out what a ride I am at times ;p
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
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AIM:  NakedSnakegb@aol.com
MSN: nakedsnakegb@yahoo.com
Yahoo:  nakedsnakegb@yahoo.com
Member Since:
7/9/2005
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| Yes it's me and It has been a Rather LOONG while since I updated this xanga blog. What is my reason? well Haven't had anything to blog about or more to the exact point that what I want to write about is something that to me is rather superflucious. But Bah If anyone Wants to still keep in contact with me then I can shed some light onto you all. I now have a myspace. I've had one for a good while now so here it is http://www.myspace.com/liveandfight Yea if anyone wants to get ahold of me then hit me up with a message there if you have one.
Also I guess I might as well put it in for all to know that I've done a lot of changing. Basically i'm kinda of an asshole. I still have a considerate side and I still listen but now I'm not such a panzie fuck to be worried for your feelings from what I say. I've become well rather blunt with what I say so you take it how you want. Anyways if anyone still checks up in this thing then cool. Add me in myspace hit me up on a message. If you don't check this thing well fuck thats your loss | | |
| Well well well..what to talk about and update about..well since i am getting hounded and i have neglicted to update in awhile with anything really meaning ful i guess i'll do that right now :)
I ask on how our life is and philosophy is that we believe in and how it affacts our daily life. (to all who are syaing wtf just be patient and it'll be explained) What i mean is that each of us has a personal opionion that is connected to something we hold dear to us even if we don't realize it. What we belive in and our philosophy is the core thing that can affact what were happy about and what makes us unhappy. I've always had a curiosity of how people represent themselves and why they thinki the way they do and most of thier answers are halfassed saying I do it cause i want to. True they do but something drives them to. What drives a jock to do sports what drives a gothic to wear black and a nerd to play games and comps. It's thier philosophy onj life and thier personal beliefes. On this note I am in the middle of a nerd/jock :P. But anyways to th epoint I have my own philosophy that I wouldn't mind sharing.
I beleive that everything in thie world is govern by God and is known to him. I believe people that say they can't are refusing to do what is possible. What i lay before me I strive to acomplish yet at tiems i'lla dmit defeat and move on. I believe that you should dwell on past experiences for to long and continue onto your future for the past is set in stone and your future is like a tide in the ocean ever changing and never staying the same and non stopping. When you smile even when your in pain that you should know that your smile does bring someone a smile to thier face which in turn goes to you. How you think affacts what you see and believe that is possible and isn't possible if you can surpass your failures then you succeed and become renewed in your sight. I think a quote can amplfy my meaning with. "Nothing is miserable unless you think it is so." Boethius. I believe love is a blessing and a course all in it's own depending on who your in love with and the reason how your love started. Another quote "Love takes up where knowledge leaves off. Saint Thomas Aquinas" A trust that is given freely is a trust not worth having and a trust earned is a trust that is more harder and durable and worth more than any diamond. I believe and know that each of us hide behind a mask that were afraid to take off yet refuse to for fear of how we truly are will be liked more. Another quote "Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within. James A. Baldwin"
Each these is what i believe in and know true in my heart. If you think some are true and some are nonsense then please talk to me about it or leave me a comment concerning in,Also i would love to hear of nayone elses philosophy :).
I have been going to manuel and thier are some very different individuals that go thier so many different personalities and beleifes that i can't help be inquisitive at time yet also be withholding. I talk to few in the school yet i listen to all. I'm not going to start a fight without a reason that is suitable enough but i'm not afraid to finish a fight for no reason at all. I know manuel has a bad rep but it's starting to grow on me and in a good way i'm learning more about how people are and th emore i learn the better i understand and in turn i become a better person but one thing plauges me about manuel is the lack of thought it has or pravoction of thought and the care of teachers. Some care and many don't and the ones that do are getting laid off or the ones that are cool and make class interesting are going away because they haven't been thier long enough I find this a meaning of bullshit cause i already ahve some fave teachers and thier alreadying being dismissed because of how long they been thier My ass that they have put hard work into what they do and think of the students then some of the teachers that hav ebeen thier for several years.
People that i know and care about i tend to be takign more earnestly to heart and more willing to come and help, can it be the fact taht i'm less burrowed underwork and can give more thought or that i'm more relaxed since i switched schools..Hmmm
To nicole, Tori, and everyone else that i have tried to help or have aksed me to help let me say this that I thank you for coming to me or allowing me to help you. I care for my friends as if thier family and some more then just family.
Well i guess thats all i have to say and a big old journal entry for you all :) have fun reading and make sure to drop me a thought pravoking comment XD | | |
| Man...I just have that feeling that something in my life is about to collaspe right under my feet and thiers lil to nothing I can do about it. I got "withdrew" out of my old school B.A. because of a certain incident that I did when I lost my temper...now the repercussions are coming and damn are they huge. All i can hope is that what I plan on doing doesn't get drained. All I can say to the people I hurt with my actions is Sorry...and thats the last time..i'm ever sayen sorry. | | |
| let's see....rather bored at the moment..talken to Tori which I haven't done in awhile...meh I can't really rant about anything cept my b-day is coming up in a month or so and i'm not at all enthusiastic about it but..I haven't been to enthralled about a lot of things latly..
Well for a certain reason i'm goign to strive to be a 3.5 student for the end of the year or even 4.0...yea ..study study and more studying...all well maybe it will be for the best but meh.
Well if you want to know I'm outie on aim been out for awhile. Also for a recomandation for any gamers out their get Gunz. Its af ree game..only problem with it is that theres not enough servers...It's a very popular game though. | | |
| What...I do wierd old titles to make you (my friends) laugh and I hope that works if not then i'm hiring a Jew to right my comidic pieces from then on.
Well On to the most current things that I have done,noticed,will do, or ..whatever the hell there is O.o;.
Well I camped out for the 360 at best buy in Greenwood for oh...about 32 hours...and without no sleep I add XD. Now you are probably saying..you stupid ass...well..thats not the correct term...I'm a Dedicated stupid ass for gaming XD. That and I been stuck with the Gamecube for 9 months..and that alone....yea...sooooo. ON TO A DIFFERENT SUBJECT
Well...yea the 360 is ORGASMIC XD...shut up...well Academic weeks are in a couple of months which is cool cause i get to see some of my friends that i made over a year ago and still keep in contact with...sorta in contact with. yes you Tori now you can jump around like a jack rabit on crack.
Christmas was aight ..but considering the 360 was my present for the whole kit in kabutal then yea..but me and my dad say it jsut doesn't feel like Christmas..it just feels empty for some reason...well..I think i know the reason..Right now I am listenign to Red Hot Chilli Peppers..there song Under the bridge or City of Angels. Well It just makes me think of my dog...my dog bear...its been a whole year without him...it feels..well..empty without him I just remember each day I come in from school..either it was a shit day or a good day that dog was at the door waiting for me...and no matter what that day was made better...that dog was a core essentail part of me...my anger,sadness,lust,everything..just seemed to go away when I was just with that dog...i guess I really do miss him....I would rather see four people that i don't know..be killed infront of me in exchange for that dog to be back.....I cared a lot for that dog..and in truth that dog is better then 20 different people... an animal that is noble and stays by you makes many things more bearable..... Right now i'm shedding soem tears for Bear... I mean 10 years....10 YEARS...that dog would be at the door step..waiting for me to get back from school...and..to know he's gone for good...and will never be there..it just really tears me up... as the song goes I never want to feel like I did that day. Take me to the place I love Take me all the way... It makes me think a lot about my dog...well....lets get off that topic...
..well...lots of love from me to all of you and happy new year. peace.. | | |
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